Tuesday, June 8, 2010

PAYASAM TO MARIA

It was an onam day,but was not thrilling and joyous as like other onams. No friends, no joy, boring and boring day. i was sitting in the veranda with a news paper, to spend ma time.Once I looked at the cinema colume , but showed no interest as I had no company

suddenly my phone rang

me:hello

otherside:hello is it 1234567

me:yes , may i know who is speaking?

otherside:I am suresh , your dads friend,,I ,my wife and maria is coming to your home today..

me:ho! really , when will you come

otherside:@ 12 noon ... bye

After this call , my gone thrill and mood came back. Not because that I can see my dads old friend, but because the name maria made me thrilled .

But a guestion came in to my mind "who is she " my mind told me "she may be his daughter"

yes, I confirmed , she is his daughter

Then I did not wait a second,, I rushed into my room , cleaned up it in few seconds(it was like clearing amazon in a day). , selected nice songs in ma computer, Sprayed jasmine body spray everywhere in the room. tryed many dresses and hair styles, put nivia, faren lovely , axe, etc one above another and went infront of the mirror

And started practising many posses and dialoges that I should present in front of her..

Then went to kitchen (first time in ma life) and with the help of ma mum ( mum was suprised) I made a payasam with milk. sugar..to give her( with the intention to impress her at first sight)

Then I started waiting for her in the veranda. I was so impatient that I couldnot sit on a chair.I started walking here and there..

kSuddenly I heard a horn ,I jumped and ran towards the gate..

oh! no it was a lorry..

I called that lorry some thing and turned back

Suddenly another horn was heard,I looked at the road

Yes a qualis car was coming , I opened my gate ..I stopped and uncle suresh got down from it..

suresh:ha... how r u ?

me:I am fine

suresh :(pointing out auntie) this is ma wife jasmine

me: hello auntie

(looking all round and peeping inside the car I asked uncle)

where is maria?

suresh:oh : she is very shy of seeing others..I called her but she is not comin.. You please call her

before hearing this .. I called ...

" mari.... ma..ri..a,,,,,,, oh come on da...

but no responds

There was deep silence for a while I was excited what was happening..

Suddenly a sound came from the car.....

bow... bow... bow....................

MY NAME IS SUSHANT....

I had a bath , only a few minutes beforeBut I was sweating severly.I It was raining out at that time I .I drank enoungh water , but my thirst didnot go. My hands and legs were shivering.. whole body was energy less..

You may be thinking that I mght be preparing to meet any girl.

No, you are mistaken.

It happened a few hours before my exam.

Not full heartedly, but due to my parents pressure ,I went to school. on the whole way I have been remembering the days before the exam.

"when the teacher teach us . I didnt use to look at the board or the teacher, instead I used to look at the people sitting at the other side of the class room. I remembered the rockets I have made during the physics periods, the dreams I saw in the maths period,the days I copied my homeworks from my friends, the classes I skipped and went to cinema etc.All those I recollected with a sigh. , witha a feeling of guilty I remembered the words of my teacher" If you go like this , you will suffer in the exam"

By this time my bus reached my school.I got down from it very slowly and silently, I walked to my class. My head was bowed and my eyes were looking at my feet .I felt something got stuck in ma throat , no sound was coming from my throat.

I entered the class room and had a look at everybodies face.There was a feeling of complete satisfaction in everybodies face, as they have studied well. I sat quiet for sometime. Suddenly I jumped like a spring as I got an idea. I look two chocalates from my pocket and gave to the girl who sat next to me and told her " If you help me in the exam I will give you 100 like this." ,she agreed it.as she was a chocalate freek

Exam started , Now I dont have any tensions that I had early.I put margins and put my paper infront of me. Although my paper was infront of me , my eyes was on the paper next to me. I started writing each and everything on my paper as she wrote in her paper.

As time passed I too finished each questions..

But suddenly something stuck on my hand which stopped mu writing .I looked what it was. I became frozen by seeing it. Yes, it was my teacher who caught my copying..

She took my paper and went . I begged her not to take it. But no use. I sat motionless, not knowing what to do, cold was eating me from bottom to top . I thought about its consequences

"Being taken to principals room . getting beatings, calling parents..."

oh ! I cant even imagine.

I didnt even had the courage to look her face.

Every body in the room was looking at me

But a few seconds later she began to laugh. the laughter became more and more .I too was wondered as others, not knowing what was happening..

I looked her with enthusiasm.She came near me. I thought she was gooing to ask me to meet principal. But she asked me to write "MY NAME IS SUSHANTH" 1000 times..

I wondered what happend to this poor lady..Then she showed me my paper...

it was..

2) BIO-DATA

NAME : GEETHA

AGE: 16

SEX :FEMALE

FAVORITE DRESS :FROK, SKIRT..

...............................................

.. .................................

.........................................

.......

......................

ME AND MA HEART


Breaking the silene of woods

dashing on the strong black horse

ignoring the nature and nature

I rushed to reach my lover

Thrice a year ago right from the word 'hello'

I knew her ,and now like heart of my heart

oh! my beauty , I want you as mine

for you stole my heart withyour sweet words n' voice

Though not near, I see you in near and real

for you are like sweet smelling rose in ma garden

Though not near , I touch you with ma heart

for you are in the letters which you blessed me with.

Oh! my beauty, my heart is full of thoughts of you

you are in me in all my breath

when I clse my eyes you are closer to me

you are mine , mine and mine alone

But, nights wont seee the shining of sun

dads wont see the love of their daughter

he plucked her from me and planted beyond sea

so cruel. so heart breaking and so.....

But I'm like the lochinvar who come out of west

So daring in love and so dauntless in war

I'm not self spoking but just speaking you

I ran and flew over mountains and oceans to

seee her,see my love, see my beauty,to see my heart

There she is ,in the window step

weaping and worrying like a widow looking at the meadow

I whistilled and she wonderd

we talked for a while with both our eyes

stealthly she stepped , but stopped by the watch

I rushed into there and dashed into his face

snathched ma shining pearl beneth steal swards

and swiftly we shifted on back of my black horse.

In a beat rivers and mountains wre left

but coulnot pass the chase of the watch men

like the stormy severe november rain

they sent us a storm of shining arrows

Black of my horse became red of blood

yet he kept us on track,though cold and pain bite severly

miles were covered but their munds didnt changed

at extrem, in pain ,my black beauty gave up the game and life..

Heart to heart we were close even when fell down

the soldiers of life were closer around us

the roaring laugh of death,the end was echoing in my ears

swards were raised. I kept her closer and my eyes closed

But silence of peace , filled there for a while

and then voice of my mummy echoed

" child get up its already 6 am

dont you have school today?".................

MY FIRST DAY AT SKOL(+1)


I had a sleepless night the day before . Today my school reopens after summer holidays,I can see my friends,I can show them my new dresses, bag , new watch , my new hair style etc. But these were not the reasons of my sleeplessness .

Then what .?

After thinking days and days I took the stern decision , that I will tell her about my dream.

This was the reason,

I woke up early in the morning , had a long bath and and went infront of the mirror .I tried more than 25 hair style , I put more powder than I usually put , applied perfumes on my body and quickly went to school.

On the whole way to the school I have been repeating the dialogue that I had studied early to tell her , in my mind .At regular intervals I took my hand kerchief and made sure that I am not sweating .My bus reached the school , I got down from it and entered the class room .My eyes had a journey through the nooks and corners of the class room ,Suddenly it stopped at something .Yes it was her. Seeing her I became cooler.I put down my bag and went towards her to tell the 4 years of my dream about her. I reached near her ,had a smile , and opened my mouth to say that,…. but no words came from my mouth , my whole body began to freeze ,

Not because of fear ,

But because my eyes fell on a newcomer………………

WATS DIS BLOg 4

Im not a good writer,I dont even have gud languae...
but i wanted to just potrate a charater in front of u ...
wat ever i write here are fro ma real lyf....
but 4 de interest of readers some imaginations and spices are added to it..
take de stories..her i put as stories...
if it resembles with any one of u .. just luk @ de previous line .. i ve told u ..
dose stories are frm ma lyf ..dat means all of u sometyms will b a part in it....

Blogger Buzz: Blogger integrates with Amazon Associates

Blogger Buzz: Blogger integrates with Amazon Associates